~Confusion kills the weary~

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2002-12-27 23:08:10 (UTC)

fuck this shit

GRRRRRRRRRRRR...... I hate my stepmom. she is such a
bitch. She annoys me to all ends. So many mixed emotions!
Fucking A!!!!! She threw away everything in our fucking
bathroom. Just wait till my dad comes home. The shit will
hit the fan! It'll be fun. somehow it will all get blamed
on me. FUCK!!!! oh well thats only one of my problems. I
went over to Cameron's lastnight and gave him his
Christmas present cuz I still want to be friends, and I
think......... Amber you and Brandy are going to kill
me....I think I like him again. ughhhh!!! I like him
still. But I won't ever date him even if he asked (not
like he likes me anyways) because I figured out why he did
what he did to me. He liked Laura, he probably still does.
Then he found out that Laura was way way out of his
league, so he went to Brandy. He played around a little
and found out she kind of liked him, then Brandy found out
that I had a huge crush on Cameron and she also found out
what his attitude was like and decided she didn't like
him. So me being the only other girl he hung out with, dun
dah dun(fanfare) he started fooling around with me. Then
he found out that I liked him and he decided that he would
play me for a little bit and then dump me. Why you ask
because of his "undying love" for Brandy. oh well.
whatever. You know the song love stinks? Well it's coming
into mind, except I don't think love is the right word,
LUST STINKS, YAH YAH!
Laters




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