darkprincess1020

the dark thoughts of a princess
2002-12-27 16:33:59 (UTC)

introduction to me

I am lily, a daughter of a rich doctor and nurse. A sister
to two brothers as well as a girlfriend to a wonderful guy
we'll call Brad. I'm from a small town somewhere in Ohio.
Although the faux front that i have created for myself
makes me seem like i have a wonderful life. Inside im torn
apart. Depressed and lonely. I have quite a few close
friends but over the past 6 months my relationships with
them have slowly deterriorated. I no longer talk about
whats on my mind or whats bothering me. I simply catch up
with my close friends since we go many days without
speaking. Our work schedules do not match up and with me in
school at a local community college and dating brad it's
hard to talk everyday. I spend a lot of time with Brad,
we've been dating a little more than 2 months. My friends,
who consist of mostly guys, dont really approve of me
dating brad even though they have never even gave him the
time of day. This makes me angry and I begin to have no
desire of hanging out with them because of their
closeminded remarks and jokes. With this journal or diary
or whatever you want to call it i will be able to share my
feelings and thoughts day to day. Since no one here listens
or cares about what i have to say. I'm here in this small
town feeling more alone than ever.




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