Mo

The many thoughts of my mind
2002-12-26 23:47:14 (UTC)

Next day

And so the next day comes. What a thrill. I spent the day
with my mother and was ale to talk with her a little but
not as much as would have liked. She did understand some
of the things I had to say. I am still having problems
with the whole friendship thing. I want so badly for
things to be the way they were. To be comfortable around
those that I was close to. Those people mean so much to me
and have helped me out in so many ways they don't even
know. The funny thing is, the people that I am not having
trouble talking with are ones that I wasn't very close with
before going away. One relationship has become stronger in
just the week and a half I have been home. I never
realized how much it hurts to not have someone to be able
to turn to and talk with about anything. I want so badly
to get away from things.




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