ilovedyouthen

lost cause
2002-12-26 23:45:07 (UTC)

depression is just a way of life. i guess my only way.

have you ever just woken up one morning then wished to god
that you hadnt?

have you ever woken up and already its a shitty day because
youre still alive and breathing?

you ever feel so alone, that if someone was looking for you
and they saw you theyd just turn and say "thats just that
one lonely girl"?

its sad because ever since fifth grade ive tried to kill
myself

how many fifth graders do you know put hammers to their
head & write letters to themself desribing how much better
itd be to be dead. not many.

no im not in fifth grade thats just what i used to do.

shit.

all my friends think i live a nice life with no problems.
people at school look at me and think im perfect when they
no nothing about me. i ave so many secrets to tell. but no-
1 to tell them to.




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