*Chi* a.k.a Chanette

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2002-12-25 20:07:10 (UTC)

deeper&deeper. sweeter& sweeter

i dont understand why i keep thinking about my ex. maybe
it's the holidays, but it's driving me nuts. i know i want
someone else, and know who that person is, but fucking amy
keeps creepin in my head.

*i'm not in love
so dont forget
it's just a silly
faze i'm goin thru

and just because
i call you up
dont get me wrong
dont think you got me

i'm not in love. no
it's because

i said id like to see you
then again
doesn't mean that much to me
so if i call you
dont make a fuss
dont tell your friends about the 2 of us

i'm not in love
it's because

i keep your picture up on the wall
hides a nasty stain still lying there
hides a nasty stain lying there ~tori amos (cover i'm not
in love)
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maybe it is just the holidays. i'm just tired of thinking
about her, cause i know she isn't thinking of me...why give
her that pleasure. *grunts and she still gets the last
word. bitch! and why on god's green earth has chrissy
started poppin up in my mind. maybe it's because i'm ready
to move on, and in order to do that, i have to totally
reconsile everything in my past life?!?!?!

*whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i'm home again

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i'm home again

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i'm young again

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i'm fun again

however far away
i will always love you
however long i stay
i will always love you
whatever words i say
you know i'll always love you
i will always love you ~the cure (lovesong)

******** that's not for amy, it's for someone! but not
that bitch!

*bad girl drunk by 6
kissin someone else's lips
smoke too many ciggarettes a day
i'm not happy when i act this way. ~madonna (bad girl)


yeah i know that was random...but i thought i needed to
change from some sappy shit to madonna! always my nicca!
*grrrrrrrrr "erotic erotic put your hands all over my body!


random thoughts and words...love

c***


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