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dbnsfg
2002-12-24 13:04:05 (UTC)

Erm

last night.. smemma had a new screen name and she said she
needed to IM me.. no one ever needs to IM me.. so anyway,
added her to my buddy list and her message said "I'm in
love wif you :X :'(".. at first i thought she was fucking
around because i know im not her type of person, she's said
before that im not.. but then when i didnt say anything she
said sorry and that she should go away.. then she blocked
me and so i went back to the chatroom, she said she couldnt
talk to me anymore and then iggied me too.. then when she
unblocked me, she said "I did do once :/ When you was wif
Si :/".. i dont know whether to take her seriously or not..
but if she was being serious, im kinda scared.. cos like, i
know that monique 'fancies' me, she makes it clear as day
and she's nice and stuff, slightly slutty, but nice.. si
used to like me until all the arguing and then he fucked
off :/ bastard.. j.. hmm, i dont know what the situation
with j is, but i enjoyed talking to him the night before
last.. would have been better if i'd have had some irn-
bru :'(.. then there's ven.. he's totally kool and stuff
and yeah.. but smemma.. i never really expected her to like
me at all.. im irritating and i think i piss her off a lot
with my immaturity.. and for her to say that.. its weird..
i dont know what to think about it :/.. i guess i just talk
to her like i normally do?.. sure, she's good looking and
she has a great personality, but i dont like her like
that?.. i hope she wasnt being serious.. i dont know if id
know what to say to her.. hmph.. ven's gone to the bank, i
think :/.. he's not gonna be back for like an hour so im
gonna fill myself with food, maybe go to the shop and get
some chocolate and summore smokes and then sit on my ass
and watch tv.. im sick of being infront of my computer all
day, make's my ass numb and my head all confuzzled.. blah..
l8r




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