i_bleed_life

The mediocrity that is me
2002-12-24 09:23:15 (UTC)

Groove me baby

So I'm trying to pretend that nothing matters. I'm
attempting to gain back my naivity so I can live in that
world of self-involvement once again. I'm trying not to
care.

I know where this all is headed. I know it. And I'm not
being paranoid, or an idiot, or an obsessive, hormone-
ridden teenager. I'm being a realist.

It's drifting. I don't know if he cares. And as a
result, I'm trying to pretend that I don't care. Tell
myself that it doesn't matter, because I know that in the
end, I'll only have myself left.

My life goes on without everyone else around me.