BaBImUrz

good times, good times
2001-09-02 06:44:44 (UTC)

i was framed

i am so pissed!! someone's messing with me. i supposedly
talked to grant today, on the computer, and then he got on
again on his other screename, and said that was the first
time he'd been on all day!! here's the conversations i had
with "grant":

hey
jenmar5283: sup?
toolboxrulz: nada... what are ya doing
jenmar5283: eating lunchables, drinking a big red and using
the computer in my underware cuz noones home to stop me
toolboxrulz: uhhhh nice
jenmar5283: lol
jenmar5283: sorry i miss only having girls in my house
toolboxrulz: its been a while sincewe have talked
jenmar5283: yeah since yesterday
toolboxrulz: i talked to you yesterday?? haha oh yeah
jenmar5283: yep
jenmar5283: ya did
jenmar5283: that's nice
jenmar5283: did ya forget already
jenmar5283: hurts my feels
toolboxrulz: i have had a long day
toolboxrulz: ok
jenmar5283: it's only 223 how could it be long already
toolboxrulz: i have been at teh soccer fields most the day
and then i went with laci to court so she didnt have to go
by herself
jenmar5283: why does she have to go to court
toolboxrulz: ...haha she got a ticket for speeding on our
way homw from OK a couple of weekends ago
toolboxrulz: and she doesnt know what shes doing and so i
told her i would be there for her
toolboxrulz: yesterday was her birthday
jenmar5283: that's nice
toolboxrulz: I baked her a Daisy birthday cake
jenmar5283: a daisy?
jenmar5283: like flower?
toolboxrulz: yeah thats her favorite flower so i baked a
cake in the shape of a flower
jenmar5283: wow. that's awesome
jenmar5283: did ya put icing on it too?
jenmar5283: that's my fav. flower too
toolboxrulz: no it looked really bad... haha yeah and
sprinkles... i thought we were gonna get back togher last
night but she tricked me...:'(
jenmar5283: she tricked u?
jenmar5283: what did she do?
toolboxrulz: she LOVES them... i mean TOTALLY.... the
promise ring i bought her had two daisies and a heart...
Well she let me kiss her.. ( and i thought yay she likes me
again) and then she told me that she wasnt ready yet... i
thought DANG
toolboxrulz: but i guess people kiss (and stuff) who dont
like each other all the time... haha
jenmar5283: haha
toolboxrulz: ne ways.... im tlaking to her now....
toolboxrulz: she says hi!
jenmar5283: don't let her be mean
jenmar5283: hi
toolboxrulz: shes not...
toolboxrulz: she is far from it,, she is just finally
getting smart
toolboxrulz: i didnt want her to do that
jenmar5283: ohh
toolboxrulz: shes not letting me get away with anything (and
everytthing ) i have done to her this summer...
jenmar5283: what are you trying to get away with
toolboxrulz: well i mean this whole sumemr was stupid, it
shouldnt have happened the way it did, and i finally realize
what she means to me and i think that she is just getting to
where she can trust me again.... but im never gonna let
anythign hurt her again.... inlcuding myself
jenmar5283: what have u done to her this summer
jenmar5283: wow
toolboxrulz: I cheated on her... (big mistake) that thing
with you (sorry, but you knwo it was a mistake) and i just
havent treated her the way she deserves to be treated
toolboxrulz: wow hat
toolboxrulz: what*
jenmar5283: that's just really cool that u feel that way
about her. most ppl arent that well i can't think of the
word to describe it. i just think that's cool
toolboxrulz: noone can make me feel this way.. she is just
so perfect for me
jenmar5283: i'm glad
jenmar5283: i don't know anyone like that
toolboxrulz: i never have besides her
toolboxrulz: neways..... off of her.... haha hows school
jenmar5283: it's ok
jenmar5283: nothing exciting
toolboxrulz: yeah....
jenmar5283: how's work
toolboxrulz: same here.... i work and sleep and thats it
toolboxrulz: its ok, gives me time to think
jenmar5283: that's good. it's imp to have lots of thinking
time
jenmar5283: i didn't have to work yesterday
jenmar5283: it was so cool
toolboxrulz: haha i think i get too much... so what did you
do instead
jenmar5283: i went and ate with megan's family then we
rented antitrust which was really good, and then we went
over to josh's house and watced another movie that was
hilarious and that's about it
toolboxrulz: oh
toolboxrulz: cool
jenmar5283: yeah
jenmar5283: it was fun
toolboxrulz: i watched old high get beat then we took Laci
out for her birthday
toolboxrulz: that was fun
jenmar5283: cool
jenmar5283: who's we
toolboxrulz: Bret Swaim me matt
jenmar5283: groovy
toolboxrulz: yeah it was fun
jenmar5283: whered yall take her
toolboxrulz: IHOP
jenmar5283: yum i love ihop
jenmar5283: i'm gonna go eat there soon i think
toolboxrulz: yeah
toolboxrulz: cool
toolboxrulz: eat some for me
jenmar5283: k
jenmar5283: we ate at applebee's i think
toolboxrulz: you think??
jenmar5283: i just had strawberry cheese cake cuz i ate
nachos at the house while i was talkin to you yesterday
jenmar5283: yeah
jenmar5283: i'm not exactly sure
toolboxrulz: uh.... ok
jenmar5283: u know how spacial my mind is..i can't remmeber
toolboxrulz: yeah i know your a ditz... j/k
jenmar5283: it might b tru
toolboxrulz: MIGHT be
toolboxrulz: haha
jenmar5283: not as bad as some tho
toolboxrulz: im leaving....
jenmar5283: k
toolboxrulz: well.. brenna is pretty bad
jenmar5283: that's exactly who i had in mind when i said
that
jenmar5283: and my sis...she's not so smart
toolboxrulz: haha your not as bad as laci use to be... but
she has gotten really smart
toolboxrulz: but that was when laci was a freshman
jenmar5283: mabey she was always smart and just pretended
jenmar5283: i think she's a lot smarter than ppl give her
credit for
toolboxrulz: haha no..... she cant stand ditzes ( i htink
brenna grew on her tho)
jenmar5283: so's brenna
toolboxrulz: brenna not.. There is alot about laci that
noone knows
jenmar5283: figured that
toolboxrulz: like she is smarter than most of the Y/G
jenmar5283: i still think brennas way smarter than she acts
toolboxrulz: and she is SO NOT what people take her as
toolboxrulz: oh yeah... THATS just an act
jenmar5283: how do they taker
toolboxrulz: i dunno. i shouldnt say anything... she is just
realyl misterious...maybe thats why i love her so much,
maybe thats what thos other guys see in her too....
toolboxrulz: she wont let peopl get too close... its kinda
weird
jenmar5283: she's just trying to keep from getting hurt
probly
toolboxrulz: haha...... well i convenced her around the 6th
month while we were dating that i would never hurt her,
thats probably why she doesnt trust me
jenmar5283: probly
toolboxrulz: she seems to trust Josh Lytle tho
jenmar5283: she'll trust you again if u let her
toolboxrulz: i want her to
toolboxrulz: SO BAD
jenmar5283: just don' t give her a reason not to trust you
again. have a little self control...everything will be fine
toolboxrulz: i dont need self conrtol.... all other girls
dont even touch hor.. haha (no offence)
jenmar5283: me and liz did this summer
toolboxrulz: haha no......
jenmar5283: no?
toolboxrulz: nevermind
toolboxrulz: we can just leave it at that
jenmar5283: ok
toolboxrulz: thanx.... its just really weird talking about
it to you.... i feel mean....
jenmar5283: don't worry. just look at like we were friends
with benefits, and we don't need the benefits now, but were
still friends
toolboxrulz: has anyone ever told you that you and Laci
remind them of each other??
jenmar5283: yeah
toolboxrulz: i hear it all the time, and so does she
jenmar5283: i don't see why
jenmar5283: but i don't really know her
toolboxrulz: haha me either...but you have the same
expressions....
jenmar5283: weird
toolboxrulz: i was thinking ...i can hang out with her to
make Laci see that i have moved on, and i still get a little
bit of laci..
toolboxrulz: we agreed that there was no attraction what so
ever
jenmar5283: whos we
jenmar5283: u and laci
toolboxrulz: you and me
jenmar5283: oh
toolboxrulz: i still see you as Jeanette's friend
jenmar5283: sorry ithinki got confused for a min there i'm
on the phone too
toolboxrulz: who are you talking to
jenmar5283: she came to the plex the other day. she goes i
know about u and grant. me and laci are friends. it was
really weird the way she said it
jenmar5283: almost like she didn't approve or something
jenmar5283: m'randa
toolboxrulz: haha..... yeah I told her about it and
stuff..... we still talk.... and noone approved... it was
stupid
toolboxrulz: you liked Matt
jenmar5283: who aske them...yeah i did
toolboxrulz: im just tellin u that i wouldnt be suprised to
hear that people didnt like it. Bret and Swaim are the
worst... but now they are cool with it
toolboxrulz: cause i think swaim has a thing for her
jenmar5283: why did brett care
jenmar5283: and why would he swaim be upset about it if he
liked her
toolboxrulz: haha im not sure, maybe he likes her too... he
use to.. htey were gonna date but i came into the pic ( i
feel special)
jenmar5283: wow
jenmar5283: ok now i'm off the phone and i'm a little
confused. bret and swaim don't approve of u and her, or
didn't approve of me
toolboxrulz: u and me.... but now they dont care...
toolboxrulz: its confusing i know
toolboxrulz: im getting off
jenmar5283: ok
toolboxrulz: you ever talk to Laci online
jenmar5283: no
toolboxrulz: oh
toolboxrulz: haha
jenmar5283: i don't even know her screenname
toolboxrulz: just wonderin
jenmar5283: and even though ppl say were alike i don't think
we'd actually get along that well
toolboxrulz: well it s Lacidawn16 (but now she 17 so we need
to change that )if you wnana talk to her... why do you say
that
jenmar5283: just a feeling
toolboxrulz: i think you would.. she doesnt take too kindly
to girls.. she is more of a guyfriend person.... and shes
great to talk to
toolboxrulz: did you not talk to her some when you first got
here this summer
jenmar5283: i don't know. i've always felt like she and
brenna didn't like me. like way back even when i just came
to church sometime. like i'm a threat or something
toolboxrulz: a threat??
toolboxrulz: hahaha...no.......... trust me
jenmar5283: i think brenna felt that way cuz of matt. cuz
she used to always ask me stuff about him. that's the only
thing she ever talked to me about. and laci has only talked
to me when i was seeing u this summer
jenmar5283: i could be totally wrong, but i dont think they
like me
jenmar5283: brenna's always been too stupid anyway
toolboxrulz: Laci had no problem with you at all.... she did
invite you to Taco Bell and my house.. i didnt even notice
you.... and brenna... she is with Josh... haha Matt is
NOTHING to get worked up over
toolboxrulz: and while we wer...(kinda) talking.....she
still didnt see you as a threat.. remember Laci is smart
toolboxrulz: she knew what was going through my mind
jenmar5283: laci got on my nerves when i was here last
summer, but she isn't nearly as hyper now as she was then,
so she doesn't bother me as much. i think i'm the same way
she is about girls and guys, and laci never invited me
anywehre, and brenna only did when matt was gonna give me a
ride. she'd be like no, why don't u come with me and laci
jenmar5283: it's so hard to explain
jenmar5283: all that sounds so petty
toolboxrulz: i think you are reading into things cause you
just said that brenna was stupid... you think she actually
thought that way. she wanted you to date him. that way she
wouldnt feel bad about giving josh another chance
jenmar5283: she wanted me to date him
toolboxrulz: Laci would think that way.... haha.... but then
again she knew you were no threat to her... me and Laci have
always had soething.. even while i was with jeanette
jenmar5283: oh
jenmar5283: did u say brenna wanted me to date matt
toolboxrulz: yeah
toolboxrulz: everyone did
jenmar5283: why
toolboxrulz: haha just would be funny
jenmar5283: and who's everyone
toolboxrulz: our y/g
jenmar5283: that's nice
toolboxrulz: it was really funny
jenmar5283: why
jenmar5283: i want to hear all about this
toolboxrulz: i dunno... to tell you the truth Laci just
thought at first thatyou were fake... and then whenever you
came back this summer she thought about giving you a
chance... she didnt even know abut you and me till a week
later
jenmar5283: seriously?
toolboxrulz: yeah.... she assumed
jenmar5283: fake how
toolboxrulz: but neverknew for sure
toolboxrulz: long story
toolboxrulz: i gotta go
jenmar5283: tell me
toolboxrulz: bye
toolboxrulz signed off at 3:19:22 PM.

all that was the first conv. now here's the second one:


MonteJWhite: hey
jenmar5283: sup
jenmar5283: i talked to laci
MonteJWhite: nuthin'.... resting... I've been reffin' games
since 8
MonteJWhite: haha
MonteJWhite: okay
MonteJWhite: What about?
jenmar5283: stuff
MonteJWhite: please say my name was never mentioned
MonteJWhite: seriously
jenmar5283: it was
jenmar5283: several times
MonteJWhite: dang it
MonteJWhite: dang it
jenmar5283: what
MonteJWhite: That sux
jenmar5283: why
MonteJWhite: I dunno.... what was said about me?
jenmar5283: nothing bad
jenmar5283: ask her i'm sure she'll tell u
MonteJWhite: Y won't u?
jenmar5283: takes too long
MonteJWhite: u in a hurry?
MonteJWhite: was it THAT much?
jenmar5283: well i have to work at 5:00 and i still want to
know about everyone wantingme to date matt and why that was
so funny
jenmar5283: and no not that much
MonteJWhite: Was she askin' U questions?
jenmar5283: no
MonteJWhite: Just talking?
MonteJWhite: u there?
jenmar5283: yeah. i told her i felt really crappy about how
she was so nice to me when i first moved here and i still
let what happened wiht us happen right after ya'll broke up,
and that i just needed someone cuz i had just came out of a
long relationship,and i didn't know anyone, and i was lonely
and you were there for me, and she said it was ok and that
she didn't blame either of us
jenmar5283: and we talked about someother stuff
MonteJWhite: Derrek
MonteJWhite: ?
jenmar5283: ??
MonteJWhite: just checkin'
MonteJWhite: Okay.... so it wasn't bad..... so was it
good???..... or are we goin' Switzerland???
jenmar5283: what the heck are u talking about
MonteJWhite: What was said..... u said it wasn't bad
MonteJWhite: so was it good?
MonteJWhite: or neutral?
jenmar5283: neutral mostly.
MonteJWhite: dang
MonteJWhite: lean towards good at any point?
jenmar5283: i told her you told me to that i should talk to
her sometime cuz she was really cool, and we were a lot
alike anyway
jenmar5283: she said you were easy to talk to
jenmar5283: i can't really remember a whole lot else that we
said about you
MonteJWhite: okay
MonteJWhite: And she didn't tell u about some other guy?
jenmar5283: no
jenmar5283: we didn't talk for long or anything she said she
had to take a nap cuz she was up too late last night
MonteJWhite: Hmmmmhmmm
MonteJWhite: oh
jenmar5283: and anyway, the conv. was more bout us than u.
lol
MonteJWhite: okay
jenmar5283: so now i want to know about the ohter thing
MonteJWhite: That's good
MonteJWhite: what thing?
jenmar5283: about matt and why it was funny
MonteJWhite: I have no idea what ur talking about
jenmar5283: that thing last time u talked to me about brenna
and the rest of the yg wanting me to date matt and why it
was funny
MonteJWhite: when was this?
MonteJWhite: like a long time ago?
jenmar5283: no when i talked to you a little bit ago
MonteJWhite: a little bit ago?
MonteJWhite: I haven't talked to u today
jenmar5283: yeah, you were on toolboxrulz and i talked to
you
MonteJWhite: uhh.... nope.... haven't been on all day till
just now
jenmar5283: are you kidding me?
MonteJWhite: What did "I" say
MonteJWhite: No I;m dead serious
jenmar5283: don't fuck with me grant
MonteJWhite: I'm not
MonteJWhite: I'm serious... I swear
jenmar5283: who else uses toolboxrulz besides u
MonteJWhite: Well.... I can think of 4 people who know the
name and password
jenmar5283: who
MonteJWhite: Swaim, Laci, Josh, and Lee
MonteJWhite: When was it?
jenmar5283: well, someone talked to me and pretended they
were u if it wasn't u
jenmar5283: not that long ago
MonteJWhite: Seriously.... I got on as soon as I got
home.... and I haven't been on toolboxrulz in a long time
jenmar5283: then someone acted like they were you
MonteJWhite: Did u save it?
jenmar5283: yeah i just cant' find it. i don't even know why
i saved it but i decided to. i never have before, so i dont
know where to look
MonteJWhite: how long is it?
jenmar5283: pretty long "we" talked for a long time
MonteJWhite: did I put alot of "....." in it?
jenmar5283: i found it
MonteJWhite: ok
MonteJWhite: u wanna email it to me?
MonteJWhite: 'cause it won't fit on here
jenmar5283: ok
jenmar5283: what's the add
MonteJWhite: I bet I can tell who it is by the typing
jenmar5283: i bet it's laci
MonteJWhite: [email protected]
jenmar5283: i sent it
MonteJWhite: k
jenmar5283: did ya get it yet
MonteJWhite: haha.... I dunno... my computers REALLY slow
jenmar5283: oh
jenmar5283: dang i have to go to work like right now
jenmar5283: u seriously didn't talk to me
jenmar5283: call me and leave me a message on my phone if u
figure out who it was cuz i really want to know
jenmar5283: bye

i am so mad, and i don't even know which conv. was actually
with grant, cuz for all i know the second one wasn't him, or
they both were him and he's just messing with me, but that's
really not his style, so i don't know what to think. i do
think though that if the first conv. wasn't with grant it
was with laci. cuz swaim doesnt' care enough or know me well
enough to pull it off, and i there's just no way it was
bret. aaaaaaaaaaagggggghhhhhhh!!! stupid ppl!! and i was son
nice to laci too. oh well shit happens i guess.




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