ForgottenOne2026

Life…what's so great about it?
2002-12-22 07:24:11 (UTC)

god im so depressed right now...

dude. get me on some antidepressent. i just forgot danny's
birthday. and now he's bitching at me about how it was such a
bad birthday and i feel like shit for forgetting. and then i
was being all sarcastic and he bitched at me again. and then
he left abruptly. god i cant believe i forgot! *smacks self
in the forhead* dude...all depressed...and i should have
called him i just sat around on my ass all day...... stupid
me!!!!! god god god!!!!!! why am i such an IDIOT!!!!! it must
be the hair...thats really gotten to me lately, this dumb
blonde stereotyping and whatnot. im smart. i have all the
answers. ur just not asking the right questions. but
seriously. this is gonna be like the worst christmas ever cuz
im gonna feel so fucking guilty for forgetting his
birthday...im such a dumbass sometimes. i really am. and then
it always catches up with me. y do i have to be so sinical
and sarcastic all the time! it really will get me nowhere. i
always have to be rude to new ppl for some reason... i cant
help it. all sarcastic and whatnot. unless really like
them... like not that way but they seem like nice ppl and
all. i think ill go mope about and guilt trip myself for a
while...i have other issues...like the dance thing at school
last week...but i mean hes over it by now im sure. talk to ya
mates later...not that nebody actually cares about me enough
to read this i mean im so sinical and sarcastic and rude all
the time im sure all my friends could care less about my
thoughts and troubles.
SORRY DANNY




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