sex kitten

life of a porn star
2002-12-22 04:48:11 (UTC)

holy crazy ass weekend

hmm where to begin???? well i still havent see brian...or
talked to him for that matter...i think im going to email
him soon....would that be too crazy??? i havent seen his
jeep at work or by his house so i think he might have gone
home for xmas??? but then he would be online... oh well
thursday i went out to lunch with emily and then we went
to maggies house....later we went to see lord of the rings
and she slept over....ok so me and maggie cuddle when we
sleep and it doesnt bother me that she is a lesbian...but
for some reason i was really horny that night and there
was some weird tension. we were holding hands and then her
hand went up my shirt...then it just stopped and i was
pissed bc i was horny but i didnt really want to do this
bc im not gay....just extremely horny and frustrated...so
the next day we were talking about it and maggie was
pissed bc she felt that i was teasing her....so we laughed
about it and decisded that i would sleep at her house last
night and that we would have sex... bc we were both
extremely frusterated. so then we slept in her attic and i
was super horny...so she was rubbing me and stuff so i
went down her pants...she got off in like 2 min.. then she
did it to me and i wasnt really into it....but ne ways we
went at it with each other for over 5 hours and i guess it
was ok....i had never been with a girl...and i know im not
gay...i kinda regret it now bc she is supposed to be my
friend...and no matter how bad i needed it, it was kinda
gross in my opinion...but at least now i can say i had
lesbian sex lol...ive been on a sexual rampage
lately...but i think its time to calm down before i regret
all of this even more.