Captain Danielle

Self-Absorbent Brawny Paper Towels...
2002-12-22 04:33:47 (UTC)

yea, whatever

What the hell, shes so nice for being so mean to me. rowan
tells me she wrote in her diary, but then she writes aboot
getting rid of all her friendships and stuff, like going t
another school, but she would have kate stay with her. well
i see wheres shes comming from, i guess im not that good of
a friend. i will not take anything out on her, ill take it
out on myself, then no one is sad but me. Im a horrable
person and i should die. maybe i should just kill myself,
then i can forget whatever happened in my life. i feel like
everything brings me down nowadays. the simpleist
missunderstandings like what rowan said in her diary (which
im NOT mad at) make me feel like im not good enough even
for my friends. but i know that al leart one of my friends
like me. i dont know who, but there has to be one. whoever
wrote the feedback to me, id like to tell them they made me
really happy for being the first person i dont know to
write me. wow. my lifes so scrwed up. im gonna kill myself
before it gets to bad. i dont want to do I.T. i dont even
know what my subjects are. i dont want to die though, i
just dont want to do I.T. nothing will make me better. so
many things happened today, and some of them make me sad,
some of them..... ah... whatever. i feel bad for jared. i
knew it was going to happen. i warned him in the beginning,
but no, no one listens to me. All that happened to me was i
got in a fight with rowan for almost "ruining their plan"
but it worked. she acheved complete bitch. just like she
wrote in my journal. i hope shes happy.

um.. i wrote to much already. i better get ready for my
war. its finally comming together. i hope i live though it.

and again, i hate you all.




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