~'- -SkipY- -'~

SkipYd'NiNj@t0tu$
2002-12-21 12:23:58 (UTC)

1 GooD, n Always some BaD

ona happy note... my gurl from Dover that i kno turnd 18 on
the 19th. thats the shit. n im glad that i talkd to her, i
havent in a good year. We usta be wicked tight peeps, but
time juss grew up alil apart, that n tons of shit thats
been goin round in our lives.. but obviously there is
always a bad note with a good one.
first off i need ta say to the people that
are "apologizing" to me in skool for all the shit that they
said, the way the acted, n the way that they treated me
when shit got hard, or when shit hit the fan.. to all
you... FUCK YOU!!!.. do you understand that? you all fuckin
stabbd me in the back when my bro cried sheep. so FUCK YOU.
i aint that low on the chain, i aint excepting jack shit
from any of you cuz you all can 'get bent'.i am friends
with people i can trust, you stabbd me once, why wouldnt
you do it again? you would. so get the fuck lost, i dont
want nething to do with any of you. i aint like these
children at this concentration camp ofa skool. i dont play
games, you fuck with me, i dont talk to you, or i do
something about it. welll im doing something about it. im
not putting up with your shit. it took you too long to
realize that you fuckd up, hence why you apologized. so get
the fuck outta my life, get outta my face, n 'get bent'.
on onatho note.... wat kinda religion tells someone
they cant be withsomeone they care about? im sorry ..i dont
wanna be part of that religion, cuz thats extreme bullshit
100...10% (110% ~for those of you that cant put two and two
together). well this is prolly gona be my last statement on
that. but i juss cant believe that "GOD" sais its not
aiight to be with someone if they dont share the same -
TITLE- as you. well im fuckin religious in my own ways, n
those ways have helpd me in a thousand times, n those ways
are gonna get me somewhere in life. so im sorry have a nice
life, n have a nice time trying to find someone with the
same -TITLE-. goodbye M... i appreciated all the times
you talkd to me, n all them times that you were there to
talk to about nething at all. im srry that it didnt work
out, but this time i cant take the blame eitha. I cant
become something like that without more than one reason, n
right now i only have one reason.

aiight i had to get that out, cuz ive been thinkin bout
that lately. Now to my significant other.....(well *usta be)
i talkd to you about everything that i could in the
time that i was giving, the weight on my shoulders was
taken off with extreme exhaustin. you got me thru so much,
n you gave me so much to look forward to all the time. you
helpd me in wayz that i couldnt express or not dare say cuz
of its seriousness. you will neva see how much you helpd me
cuz you were always afraid that you were hurting me more
than i needed to be. well in the long run your decision
was wat hurt me the most. i smiled more in one month than i
had in three years combind. i see how stupid i can be, n i
see how much of an ass i can be, there is no excuse for
either from me. I see that you still might care, but that
one question stil remains..."why cant it juss be again,
like it was then?". thats my question for you, thats why im
confused. cuz feelings are there, tru feelings of care.
hidden smiles waiting to come out, n glowing hearts trying
to be found. . . once there was an angel catching my from
my fall. shoulder weight n all. i cant tell you indeed how
much i cared, cuz mere words will never compare. ill always
be thankful for that rest that you gave me, those steps
that you helpd me up without me trying to climb alone. That
once wooden puppet turned to a boy, that once lil boy is
trying to become a man, trying to withstand all this hurt
in this awful plainland. Following that one star up in the
sky, those two beautiful deep blue eyez. Seeing wat i
couldnt before, i kno run, trying to gain more. That one
person that ive been chasing has stop running faster, i may
be able to catch up to her, if now i just take a breather.
no matter how much i try, its not all up to me, you kno how
i feel, so why make it so that it aint to be? there are
speed bumps on every path or travel in life. i juss wanted
to help you thru all this shit even carry you if its time.
MY shoulders arent anything to worry about, dont think of
them as nething but some kinda warning sign. Itll make me
stronger, so wont you, so juss think about that...plz will
you boo?

~this is Skipy... n im out




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