LoveGod

Different Worlds
2002-12-21 03:32:28 (UTC)

rain on my parade

I was sooooo excited about my A- in chemistry...then I
discovered that I have a B in bio. How the hell did I end
up with a B in bio? I'm a bio major for crying out
loud!!! I studied tons for the final and only made an
82. What the hell is that about? I'm so ticked off.
Obviously, I ended up staying home tonight. As Haley
would say, let me weep in my tater tots. If I didn't feel
so nauseated, maybe I'd go get drunk. Okay, not
really...I would just take a very long bubble bath and
drink a couple of glasses of wine...okay, a couple of very
large glasses of wine. There's a verse in Proverbs 31
that says something about letting the poor drink and
forget their misery. I think I qualify at this point.
When did I become so damn mediocre? I want to get into a
good grad school...I don't want to be going to some crappy
state school...we all know how I feel about prestige.
Getting grades that I'm not happy with makes me want to
kick into mommy-mode...you know, that mode where I just
want to get married and have kids and move somewhere where
it's always warm and sunny. I hate being mediocre. It
just pisses me off. I think I'm going to find something
else to whine about now. Argh...




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