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2002-12-20 13:36:40 (UTC)

I don't understand...

As soon as one thing in my life gets good another
aspect of it has to tottaly go down hill. I have spent
almost EVERY minute of the past two days with April
and last nigt we made it official; we are going out.. It's
scary how everything has just been so perfect in my life
these past two days; it's almost as if I never stopped
seeing her. I love her so much. You have no idea. It's
freakin' crazy.

Let me get back to the original topic. Because I have
been spending time w/ April for two days. TWO DAYS. I
have been thinking about her for SIX months. I have
spent two days with her and already my best friend
hates me. I guess these past two days were the worst
days of her life cause she had to confront her Ex and I
wasn't there to encourage her. I feel terrible but she is
just being so mean about everything. I'm sorry that
everyting is messed up in your life, but everything was
messed up in my life until three days ago. Everything is
going so great and I don't need to lose you just
because I am spending time w/ April. Why can't you
just be happy for me? I still love you, and I will always
love you, I just can't stand the fact that your mad at me
for just trying to be happy.

She called me this morning and asked me if I wanted
to goto college w/ her. I told her that I didn't want to
make her upset but I couldn't go... I have to clean my
room and get some crap done today. April's coming
over and maybe spending the night ;). I don't know
what to do about Angela, I figured she would still talk to
me after I told her I couldn't go, but CLICK! the phone
just went off.

Why does she have to make everything so difficult? I
really don't get it.... but still......I am the happiess I have
ever been in my entire life. A lot of shit is still going
down, but I am still happy as all hell. I may lose my
house, my best friend, and my dad again....... but..........I
have April and I love her but I already can feel the
sadness creeping up on my about Angela. I feel
terrible and she won't accept that, she's gotta make it
hard on me because I neglected her for two days cause
I was gone....

I love April.

-Shaun

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Artist: John Mayer
Album: Room For Squares
Title: Your Body Is A Wonderland
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We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you
One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue
And if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the
pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it
You want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland


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