lilliana

die-ary

dearest diary,
I have a full head today. It's overloaded with things I
want to say but can't manage to understand. Somewhere
between yesterday and this morining my soul has left my
body. this is what happens everytime they fight. My soul
leaves the screaming, the pushing, the crying, and
just....flies. It can take awhile for it to return to me,
but it will. It hasn't failed me. Right now it's
peaceful in my home..wait no, it is not. My mother is blow drying her
hair. I wonder if she feels the absence of her soul. If I
could leave this life I would. If I could find hope I
would. I still haven't found anything, but I will not give
up.
Not yet.