Timothy

Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2002-12-19 03:12:47 (UTC)

on the fast track to nowhere

funny how things never actually get easier as times goes by

now, because of my own stupidity, I have a curfew 12noon to
12midnight monday througth saturday... this sux my ass...
and it goes until february 2004... yay

what the fuck... oh well, do something stupid, pay for the
consequences... regret is a wasted emotion... FUCK YOU
NIETZCHE... and fucking DIE OSCAR!!!!

sigh

I don't think I am going to ask out that grrl at work.. even
though I know she'd probably say yes... stupid me.. and if I
told her about the "thing", she'd probably laugh, or run, and
at the worst case, start talking about it at work... which would
make my life miserable. and could lead to more problems at
work which i fucking don't need..

mm, well, I think I aught to stop feeling sorry for myself, I
figure, be friends with her, then maybe in a couple months I
will let her know, I mean I intended on quiting in april or may
anyhow... so...

started to write some more poetry... erased it... should have
kept it...

well, I am not as broke as usual, well, almost not as broke...

still don't know what I did with my money... grandpapa sent
me some cash, which was nice... I still think it's guilt... or
something... heaven fucking forbid he should actually have a
conversation with me... whatever..

i hate christmas... yet another year, alone..

probably do what I do every year... movie and pizza...

fuck




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