Nora???

locked out of the house and have to pee
2002-12-18 23:09:31 (UTC)

back to start

back to the same page as before
long ago in the beginning the same fermiliar place
but its different now
my writings are blank
I can color this space in anyway I like
its lonely
and I havent been lonely in a long time
atleast not like this
but it gives me time to see all the world and things I
held onto that maybe werent really there at all
separate whats real and what I just halucinate
and thank you for leaving
because you know I could never have made you go
even after the realization that your love for me had
nothing to do with me
Even still I wish I could have stayed when you asked
and august might have been better with you there
a lot of things might have ended up better if you could
only be here
if you could want me in that spot next to you on your bed
where, soon enough, someone else will lie
only, not in the way I did
she will do the things we didnt
then after its done you might wrap your arms around her
just asif she were me
maybe you'll notice her curves are different from mine
most likely more soft and well shaped
maybe you never noticed in the first place




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