Ashie

fuck you
2002-12-18 13:41:14 (UTC)

ladeefuckingda

hello everyone.. whats up:? nothing much here.. im bored,
tired, and sleepy... i went to bed last night, when i
really couldn't stand to be alone... so i stayed there...
for many hours until i heard my brother and madison come
in.. and then i was like yay... and i was like hey
elliott.. comein here with me, and he said noo, because
madison was over... so i layed in there for another couple
of hours, and then... i fell asleep.. at like 5:25.. and
then i woke up at 6:15 so that i could get ready for
classes... and now i am siting here writing my entry as i
wait for darren to come pick me up.. darren is the best...
yeah, well... i announced my leaving last night.. to
april... and i dunno.. oi think its for the best. you all
think i didn't care... so now you really CAN think that i
dont care, because i left.. but im telling you, those of
you that i know and love very deeply... i will still keep
in contact with you on here and over e-mail adn those of
you that pushed me away, and to leaving.. well then fuck
you :) I dont need you... cept kyle.. i need you, and I DO
FUCKING CARE! but, yeah.. i turned you down and you decided
that you were going to be a little bitch... yeah.. well i
had my reasons for doing so, and all of you should already
know what they are *and no its not cause i am with john,
because john and i broke up* i dont know.... everyone just
seems to be so quick to judge everything when they dont
know the entire story, but hey, story of my life eh?
christmas is coming up soon..... i could have had my wish..
but i want to wait.. and see if its right.. to see if he
really has changed, and really does want to be with me.. i
dont want another 2 day relatiosnhip, break up, 4 days..
nahh... too much wishy washy stuff.... i love you kyle... a
lot... but the ONLY way that i will be with you again is if
you can change... and you can show me that you love me..
and dont sya you dont know how.. because you've done it for
EVERYONE else.. BUT ME =) ok.. yeah, my rant is over, and
im tred.. so i am going to go now, i love you all... APRIL
IS MY WIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEE =)

AshLey




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