pennylane

punk girl, interrupted
2002-12-17 19:09:40 (UTC)

adam

so here's my entry for adam..i dont realy know what to say
or where to start..adam and i have a wierd sort of
relationship . i know him from online also..he
lives in st. catherine's ..which isnt too far away.he
doesnt really like talking on the phone much..which sucks
cuz i really like talking to him...he used to si and has
an extreme loss of appetite..so he underatnds my anorexia..
(tho im purposely doing it)..hes cool..very unique..we plan
to meet in january..i hope we actually do. i never know
whats going on in his mind...it seems like since he never
wants to cal me or me call him..and he doesnt really email
me or anything..(i only get rare icq time with him)..that
hes not interested..but then at times he'll say things that
will just bring back my feelings..make my heart beat
fast..and remind me why i am waiting for him in a way. i
guess it all comes down to whether someone is worth waiting
for..i honestly think he is.(tho everyone seems to keep me
waitng..or i choose to wait..).so we'll wait and see how it
plays out.




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