OneGurlArmy

love and sex and miss-matched socks
2002-12-17 06:25:42 (UTC)

lots

i have been sleeping with my roomates exboyfriend. shame on
me. i should care... and i feel bad about not having a
conscience about it... but not as bad as i should. rotten
of me. maybe so. i thought i was preggo... went to the
clinic... tested negative. thank god. i ahve had too many
close calls and i keep saying no more... but i always go
back to doing the same thing as before. rotten of me.

i know this is sick... but this is my diary and i am going
to say what i want... i do not recommend anal sex to
anyone. i tried it... and will never try it again. it hurts
worse than anything before. makes me feel bad for women who
have had babies.

i think i am failing english... and i definatly did
horrible on my calc exam... and psy is tomorrow and i am
soo onot looking forward to it. i guess things will work
out. i need some kind of motivation. i need to get my butt
back into gear. i dont even have a job to blame my bad
grades on.

ehhh live goes on i suppose.

i have an appointment thursday to get a pap smear and other
stuff and start birthcontrol pills... or maybe the shot. i
dunno yet... we'll see. im scared of needles... but they
are a lot easier than popping a pill everyday. shot losts 6
months...




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