Timothy

Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2002-12-16 09:59:41 (UTC)

missing the boat

man, chalk it up to irony, dumb luck or simple laziness...

I missed the boat...

more specifically, I missed asking the grrl out by day...

why you ask? do you really need to know?

I mean, come on... you already do know...

think about it for it moment..

still don't know?

because I waited to long, I wasn't persistant, I wasn't , fuck
what the word?

oh right.... Assertive...

fuck

so

guess thats that...

dumb ass...


"Sex for me is a visceral experience, okay, I robbed that from a
line in a movie, and hell, I love having it every day, but still
I've always believed that sex, aught to be such a mortal,
earthly, convulsion roaring experience vitalizing, infuriating my
senses and penetrating every fibre of my being, otherwise it's a
waster of time." says I

"Huh?" "Yeah I like it alot too. is that what you meant?
Sometimes I just like having it a couple times a month, rather
than all the time." says she...

fucking hell

try to be sauve, look like a retard, try to be myself, look like I
am strange and condescending...

I can't win..........................

and I am listening to Avril,

just once, I'd like to come in first...

unlike yesterday... I know I will win...

but not today....


maybe next year...


~T~