starry nite

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2002-12-14 21:28:25 (UTC)

talked to david last nite

last nite me and david chatted for a while. 1st it was
terrible, we kept fighting, then it was great, he said he
wanted to spend his life with me and that he loves me, and
wants a long distance relationship. hes never asked me that
before, always said he wanted us to be together, but had
never suggested we actually start dating. it was just
always, if only we lived closer.....anyway i said i couldnt
handle a long distance relationship, that it would make
things worse between us b/c i know i cant handle that. i
coudlnt handle dating someone that lived so far, not right
now anyway, i have too many of my own inner demons to deal
with. well, he was hurt when i said i couldnt be with him
now. i hate that he lives so far, damn it i dont want to
hurt him. he is wonderful, but i know a long distance
relationship would not be good for me right now. i hope
that one day we can be together.

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