TiPheReTh

-A wOrLd FuLL oF HasSeL aNd HeArTaChE--
2002-12-14 19:17:59 (UTC)

heyheyhey

Hello... i am new.. well not really, i had another
journal.. but everyone was reading it.. and now.. if they
can figure that this is me..then hehe, they can read it as
much as they want...

I am a girl... i love music... just anbout everything... i
am a straight girl.. that is borderlined bi-sexuality..
due to this one amazing girl.. Jenni, who i know that I
have fallen for.. but, i also know that if she were to
leave me or find better.. that it would killme.. she is
already pushing me, and we're not together....yet.. but,
that isn't the point.. the point is that i know that i
cant please her... in every possible way.. even though i
love her... because in a way I am scared of her, because
she.. is jenni, and i just.. i fear that everything will
never be right for her... and that nothing is good enough
for her.. i have many other people that i can look up too,
but they.. are all.. oh yeah be with jenni... but they
dont feel and see her pushing me the way that i do... ad
im just.. so scared that nothing good can happen from
right now.. i mean i would LOVE to be with jenni.. and
tell her that i really do love her, even if she didn't
feel the same way *she does* but.. there is this...
thing... that says "no, you're not ready" because.. she's
pushing me away... what do I do?

...name witheld...




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