*tinkerbell*

littlefairy
2001-08-30 01:12:09 (UTC)

*scared* I dont wanna lose him

How stupid is that, I might lose my boyfreind to playing a
bunch of little kid games. I am so mad at myself...how
could i let something so stupid....get so far blown up. I
should have just walked away. I mean his freind yelled at
me saying ..."He doesnt want to go out with you" his
friends a complete asshole. Anyways...then i would try to
talk to my boyfriend and he would say I dont wanna talk to
you. Most of it seems in a blur, I fell asleep in the
middle of the day and woke up and almost threw up ...my mom
says its anxiety..and that i should just stop it. I cant
help but sit and think about him..whether or not he will
call me back. I care about him so much..and this fight was
so retard, and if i lose him because of this it is just
aweful.He kept saying he didnt want to talk to me......I
hope he returns me call so I can say Im sorry for the way I
have been treating him lately...He was playing games right
back and being a dick....but this is nothing worth breaking
up over




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