The Muffin Man

My Favorite Courdaroys
2002-12-14 02:26:20 (UTC)

My name is a dissapointment...

I only dissapoint myself. If only I could hold this
moment. Kept away from everyone else.

I find I need to be around people. Just someone to talk to
and laugh with. It makes me feel so much more I dont know
welcome. The problem is I think Im a loser. And it gives
me low self esteem. As a child growing up everybody use to
make fun of me. Put me down cause I was diffrent. And now
that people accept me and take me as is I feel
uncomftorable. So I put myself down. Its really quite
stupid. But I just cant help it. I need to come to terms
that people dont hate me. That girls dont hate me. That
Im not a loser.

"Please dont change, I know Ive made mistakes, its been
this way a hundred times, your getting older so am i.
Please dont change, please dont change, please dont change."
New Found Glory

Yeah just gotta come to terms with things. Ill be okay...
I hope.

-Matt-




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