Anand Bose

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2002-12-13 13:19:04 (UTC)

Beyond Belief


Was in my home town in India (kerala);

there was rockband performing live;

it was a long time since I've heard

a live performance. They were not

my favourate band either. In fact


I don't listen to Rock either.


Walked in when the show began;

The punch of hanging speakers


hit into me, live, pushing


me as void out of me, taking


me into a land where I've never


been;

No I am neither secular nor pagan

nor Christian nor the devils

of a following;

there's a language of

terms -jargon


its not even about

breaking walls or

seeing the building

of wall as broken or

or as a wall;


the number- beyond

belief, took me

up;

i was no longer

in the world


of language

or word;

salt tore

up, wreaking

a whale

of

emotion;

`do i know

I should

cry

or sobb

probably

angst

has

being

of

feeling


a richer

a fuller

way of


being the

word and

being


sincere

to

the flesh

and being

a pathos


a pure


crying

of

nothingness.


The band PETRA are neither rock nor secular nor christian

nor pagan nor ...

they are singing

beyond belief

and here I am

affected

I am trying to get

over me

but where


ANGST



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