Arwen

Ramble and Babble
2002-12-12 08:05:29 (UTC)

The story of my life

Well I have booked my trip to go back to visit all my family over in
the UK. I am in sydney Australia I have lived here for 5 years. I am
kinda nervous It will have been 2 years and 3 months since I have
seen my Mum and the same for my Brother. My sister came out in
the middle of this year which was great. seeing how I neva got to
spend time with her, as my mum was always hanging around
spying on every moment and every word, she would of course
disagree on that comment. But that is how I feel and she know this
as I told her via a e-mail. Too scared to acutally say it!!!!

So I shall go back a little fatter. I use to be anorexic and very very
thin like 45 Kilos now I am 54k so I have piled on the weight.
Maybe coz I am so much happier here in my life. My parents split
up when I was 12 and after that my mum became very violent, she
had a break down and would take out her anger on me. It was bad,
but it is in the past now I need to move on. and forgive her. Which I
am but it is very slow. I am worried that she will hit me when I go
over there. If she does I am outta there!!! Straight back here to my
lovley place!

I am also going to NYC for my first trip eva to the USA I am very
excited, can not wait to go therr woo hooo My brother lives there
somewhere! Yay

Well I am going out to nite to drink misbhave and generally live my
life to the full!
Someone talk to me out there is anyone readin this!!!!!

Lakota x




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