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The Mind of a Confused Lesbian
2002-12-12 03:39:47 (UTC)

Birds of a feather.....

I just dont know what it is about Studs or so called
friends for that matter. I know I said yeah to this open
relationship but I never expected for K to be fixing my
girl up with every single woman that she knows. How would
K feel if someone was doing her girl like that, but in all
honesty she isnt the blame, it all comes back to me. I
dont know what I expect for my girl to do, well I lied yeah
I do. I expect for it to be as equally hard for her to just
sleep with someone that she would at least consider my
feelings before she acts, but I know not everyone is like
me. I just dont understand how someone that swears that
they love you and that they will be with you until the end,
even go as far as tattooing you name completely down their
forearm and then whenever a piece of pussy is thrown into
her face she does what ever. I was wondering why this one
girl was tripping the other day and I finally found out.
The day that I let, and I say let because she acted like
she couldnt go because I wanted her home, but I let her go
and help K move only for her to come home a little before
12pm to tell me that nothing got done. Now some girl is
tripping whenever she hears my voice on the other side of
the phone. When I asked her to explain she just laughs it
off and says that she just gave the girl a little sample of
what she has to offer. I told her that I didnt send her
over there for that, but I just stopped it, Im the one that
said ok and is letting this go on, but I've been cheated on
before by this girl, and I dont believe her when she says
that if I say its over then it will be over..this way I
just sit back and watch her actions. Right now she is
asking me every 5 mins if Im ok cause she knows, but I know
just her knowing and me allowing for it to continue doesnt
make a bit of difference. She says that she wouldnt care
if I were to hook up with someone just as long as its not a
stud. I dont know how Im supposed to benefit out of this.
All I figure is that to everyone on the outside looking in,
the joke is on me, Im the one that looks like a fool. Yeah
I suppose I do huh?




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