Becky

Becky
2002-12-12 01:00:57 (UTC)

break up

Hey i'm writting for the 2nd part of my diary becasue I
heard that this is supposed to relax you but I'm not sure.
Well, I just write a note to my boyfriend and told him that
I no longer want to go out with him. He bought me a real
necklace but I don't want it. I didn't realize that iwasn't
inlove until I met Johnny I really like him and I didn't
know that I wasn't happy. So it took me a while to think
aboout my plan of how to break up with him. I knwo that I'm
goign to break his heart and I feel really bad in a way but
i;m sick of making him happy and me feeling like ish.. I
really do like johnny. Like I said before we do work
together. We made out last night at work and really think
I like him. jognny is smart, georgeous and he's just for
me. He has kid but It doesnt matter to me he cares for
what I think and I believe. He brought me home last night
from work. He gave me a little kiss which was sweet.. Even
if I dont go out with him I'm glad I'm not with Dan because
I'm sick of feeling tied down I'm 17 years old and I feel
like Im married and I don't like it. I don't think i amd or
was inlove with Dan I'm really not sure right now. I'm
goign through a lot of crap between school and at home. We
are losing the house becasue we dont have money to pay for
it, my dad hurt him self at work so he's out for almost 3
months. The workmans comp are a bunch of BS talkers they
lie about lots of stuff, and I got into a car accident a
couple of weeks ago so I don't have my car. And there
telling me it's my fault that ticks me off since the fact
that guy didn't have a lisence...Stupid huh!
Well i gtg cus I have nothing more to say..
Becky




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