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Emotion Sickness
2002-12-11 21:25:06 (UTC)

TO NAOMI

yes im yet again tired.. im worried about you naomi, you
havent been the same for almost a month. I am not
kidding. A always tell myself to let go about you always
being with Greg and that I know youd do the same for me
and all. But, sometimes I miss you. Bettween work and
choir and school im bogged down, i dont een have enough
time for homework and im totally stressed out. im trying
to lose wieght ontop of it and make time for people.
But i am worried about you, you arnt happy as much, you
are kinda fake happy or something. We havent had fun in a
while, and im worried about you self esteam because you
are so gorgeous and then you think totally the opposite,
ill kill the person who makes you feel this way, and if
its you who does it then we are going to have a chat
because i cannot bare anymore of this. I loved how we
used to do things like make carepackages and food and have
crazy times.. i miss it all so much, its getting distant
naomi tell me whats up.. im not even sure you noticed the
piece i wrote you a month ago maybe.. in this diary, you
ddint say anythig i dont know but i miss your true
happiniess and i wanna know what to do to get it back..
you are my best friend and its really bad when i think you
arent doing so well. And then this whole robt hing ontop
of it.. its like, i feel like im pressuring you, which i
am... i really do want this guy very bad... ive been picky
lately.. i dont know what the whole dan thig was but i
have turned down about four people since the beginigng of
school.. and i was never excited about dan.. and then rob,
im finally excited about a guy since tom, its amazing.. so
im really nervous, and my esteam is WAY down because im
not good enough AT ALL for him, just admit it. I really
need help with it, and i feel bad for reminding you so
often.. i miss you naomi... write to me or something
AND REMEMBER I LOVE YOU TONS!




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