Nephanie6

12/11/02

ummm just to let everyone who reads my diary no i hate scot
and angela...ummmm yah....theres not sarcasim there or
anything....ummmm yah...idk...i'm glag the didn't like not
think about my feelings..i'm glad no one made me feel
fucken used...make out with you then hook up with your
sister...well...i'm done...i'm done...i'm done being there for
her...i won't...i will never be there for either one of them...its
the end...that was the limit... I WANT TO FUCKEN RIP OUT
HIS HEART INFRONT OF HIM LAUGH AND STUFF IT DOWN HIS THROAT
SO HE ALSO HAS A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME CHOKING...AND MAKE
HER WATCH!!!!...but anyways...like anyone fucken cares...but hey its
my diary so fuck it...idk...trust is a terrible
thing...i had problems with it before after being "abused"
by matt...and hey i have even more now after being totally
backstabbed by two people i care about...But who cares it
was so bad for chissy and brian to be in love or have sex
or w/e b/c her feelings were hurt and b/c they were her
best friends but ummm when she hooks up with someone that
has just told me they liked me and lied idk.....its okay
then...and everyone just to let you know cock comes before
your loved ones...
~neph~