Someone

Can life get any more FUCKED up?

SesIn a sense yes.. but everything has just crumbled
lately.. I have absolutely NOTHING going for me. Not a
damn thing. I wonder how much better off this world
would be without me around but it's not like I'm gonna
go fucking kill myself or some stupid shit like that. The
only thing I MAYBE have going for me is the book of
poems that I'm putting together. That's about it. I think
I have 29 poems so far and a book should maybe have
around 100.... so 71 more to go.... What can I write
about? All I see is the bad things in life. There is
nothing good anymore. Nothing at all. I'm 18.
Everything just keeps falling and falling one after
another like the Dominoe affect. Why? Why can't I just
be a fucking ANT or a fucking insignificant peck of dust
that has no worries....... Why can't I just go back to
being fucking 6 or 7 or even 12 for that matter. I
wonder how much my life would be different if I never
had Game Asylum, or ate all those Cheesy Poofs.....
Would I be happy? Would I have a girlfriend? Would I
have had experiences...? FUCKING GOD....... When I
come back I want to be a animal or something maybe a
deer....... so I can just be shot or hit by a car or
something and end my life sooner........ Maybe I can
just be a tree or a plant or something...... My only
problem would be getting enough light or enough water
but then again... people may want to kill me for my
looks or because i'm in the way......... Why did I have to
grow up and be a fucking Human? WHY DID
MY PARENTS EVEN FUCKING HAVE ME? I AM
INSIGNIFICANT......... Seriously... will someone kill
me please? im on my knees... pretty pretty please... kill
me... i want to die....

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