Barrett James

I hope you dont mind I put down in words
2002-12-11 07:10:15 (UTC)

love

well we shall start from yesterday. as usual skool was
pooey. then i chilled with matt at vshow rehearsal. god
damn gleason made my nipples hurt. bastard! neway we
chillled i had fun. then geo shows up. shes talkin to
gabby and matt. i turn away to look as if i am no
listening but i kinda am. neway. i am just watchin the
acts then i hear something about her lookin at my ass.
wutever. neway i turn around and its fine from there.
shes talkin about shit and about jamie and xmas dance and i
donmt know. i want her to talk about ME!!! neway we ewre
messin around still and she did that blocking thing again
and i lifted her up and moved her. wutever i dont know
nething nemore. so matt and i talked and it was good. we
talked sunday night and it was just nice to talk and just
listen to the wise man speak. thanx man for bein there and
all my love to you. it was good. were good talking
buddies. neway skool sucked agin today as usual. then i
just chilled after skool watched les mis dvd at skool.
watched some acts. vshow is soon and im excited for sat
nite. wow extreme drinking. neway. so i am online and
talking to rachael and were just talkin and matt and i
start doin the ask nething stuff and i did it to rachael
and it was good. neway we just started talking and she
read my journals and i just talked to her about geo and she
listened and helped. i love it so much. thank you. she
just helped me and let me see another side of it. i hope
shes right. then i was just readin her entries and she has
one where she says that she just wanted to be with james
and not worry about nething. and thats how i feel. i wish
i could find someone like rachael who felt the same about
me. oh i wish it could be geomele, but if not. then what
am i gonna do?? neway i just love talkin to her, she
listens and is just so open and we will talk again. for
sure. thank you. neway matt rules. teddie rules. i love
my friends, the best a guy could have. i pray for them all
and i love them all. peace to my brothers and sisters.
one month til fest and 18 weeks til kairos. yay!!!! peace
to all in this festive season. goodnight all!!!




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