Mars Hotel
2001-08-28 19:53:52 (UTC)


a Rage
all too familiar
eats at me

I think of all the time,
all the thought,
the emotion
I invested in you
and I want to beat myself
for being such a fool

But I can't be the only one
to blame
I refuse to play the pawn
in your vicious mind game

You led me to believe
we'd be friends
and now...
you callous insensitive
you throw me away
like a piece of garbage
still with words of
deceit on your lips

how could I have possibly thought
someone so self-absorbed
could treat another
with the kindness
I've given to you

to love another is to love
now I know your problem is
not that you don't love others,
but that you can't