Lost and Searching
2002-12-10 03:33:51 (UTC)

falling through the mist

its been several days since i have last seen her and i
still think i can't find my bearings...being away from this
town did help but when i got back there she was again on my
mind, justin didn't do this to me when he left or hurt me,
i guess it because we spent so much time i
hate to go into town because it seems everywhere i look
there is a memory that blinds me and then the emptyness
comes back..i feel i need to get away, but why should i
move away from the place were i grew up