Jen's Little Thoughts
December 9, 2002
To Whom It May Concern:
Do you ever get the feeling that people avoid you because
you don't party? Is there anyone out there that likes to
have fun and doing it doesn't involve smoking weed or
drinking? I am beginning to lose hope in that. It seems
like everyone I meet has to be drinking in order to have
fun. It is never a good thing to be sober. This has been
bugging me for a long time, but the fire has just recently
been re-lit. Nobody wants to go out to dinner, or a show,
or for coffee....it seems like if it is not a "bar scene"
then it is no fun. Maybe it is because of upbringing, I
haven't quite figured it out yet. Well anyways, now that
that is out of the way. Another thing that has been
bothering me is this: a few weeks ago, November 19th to be
exact...a certain someone announced his engagement.
Needless to say, I was heartbroken. Joy is what I should
have felt, but I didn't. At first I wasn't sure how I was
supposed to feel, then I realized that it was just another
thing that I had to set aside, and let build up inside.
When this explodes, it will crush me. And with that said I
leave you with a quote, someone once said that "Love is
friendship set on fire." I have to say that I believe
that. Untill next time, Keep discovering new people, and
get in touch with an old friend.