well now what?
Ok, yes I have ADD and can no longer go unmedicated. And
yes it has gotten me so far down I'd have to travel for
years just to see a speck of light at the end of the tunnel.
So why can't I make that frickin phone call for help? How
hard can it be? Just pick up the phone, dial the damn
number for the doc and make an appointment. How hard can
that be? What the frick is wrong with me? Sigh.