lilpwincessangel

The heart inside my computer
2002-12-09 20:11:59 (UTC)

damn boy is confusing

alright, so today, my girl was all like talkin to him and
she asked him if not for his girl would he ever go out with
me, and he said yes... so alright... you know thats good...
then he goes, but i love my girl and i like being friends
with her. (her being me) but he said that maybe sometime in
the future, we could get together and what not, and the
only reason he wouldn't tell me is cause he didn't want me
to start likeing him again, well shit... it wouldn't be
that big of a deal, but i never stopped liking him in the
first place... and i mean yea i tryed it cause i thought
maybe the whole "guys always want what they can't have"
shit would you know be true, but i didn't think i hid it
that well, i mean come on i can't my damn eyes off the
boy... so whatever... i told my girl i was look, by the end
of january that boy is gonna be mine... in fact, im gonna
start a count down... i got 59 or 60 days, not counting
vacations and weekends i don't see him... now im not sayin
that if by then we're not together im givin up, cause i
don't think i could give up on this boy, but it's just a
prediction, that i happen to hope is right. alright, more
later.




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