Traded your worth for these scars...
2001-08-28 02:44:58 (UTC)

Crazy... I'm in too deep

Whoa... what a crazy crazy day! First off.. I'd just like
to say that I officially... hate my job:) haha.. yeah,
that's right. I knew it would happen sooner or later, I
just thought it would be awhile. But, today just topped it
off for me. Apparently there were 3 people who were on the
same schedule as me... so it was very hectic. Then, I got
off work at 430... had 45 minutes to run all the way home,
eat and get back to work for my "meeting"(which I didn't
get paid for being at by the way). But.. It's all good
cause I got the day off tomorrow.. ahh yes, another day of
cleaning and watching tv... I love it:)

And... right now, since I really don't have a whole lot to
say.. I'd like to leave you with the lyrics to one of my
favorite songs. It's called Simon by Lifehouse... enjoy:)

"Catch your breath, Hit the wall... Scream out loud, As you
start to crawl back in your cage, the only place, Where
they will leave you alone... Cause the weak will seek the
weaker Until they've broken them. Could you get it back
again? Would it be the same? Fulfillment to their lack of
strength at your expense, Left you with no defense
They tore it down. And I have felt the same as you....

Locked inside the only place, Where you feel sheltered,
Where you feel safe. You lost yourself in your search to
find, Something else to hide behind...Cause the fearful
always preyed upon your confidence. Did they see the
consequence when they pushed you around? The arrogant build
kingdoms made of the different ones, Breaking them 'til
they've become just another crown. And I have felt the same
as you.....

Refuse to feel Anything at all... Refuse to slip.... Refuse
to fall. Ya Can't be weak, Can't stand still. You watch
your back, Cause no one will. You don't know why they had
to go this far, Traded your worth for these scars, for your
only company. Don't believe the lies that they've told to
you, not one word was true. You're alright...."

Thanks!!!:) **Official Retreat countdown... 10 days:)