PuNkAsS86

Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-12-09 05:44:17 (UTC)

I wanna watch you dream some more...

*sigh* I really hate school i dont wanna go anymore...but
just 10 more days and im off for like 3 weeks or
something...its not like i have a life or anything where i
can look forward to being off its just that i cant sleep
and wont have to deal with people either throwing shit at
me in homeroom because they think it makes them cooler, i
wont have to deal with everyone who thinks theyre better
than me, i wont have to deal with getting up early, and i
wont have to deal with yea i think thats it. So today i
played guitar alot i mean alot i play alot now cuz i
actually know what im doin...it was like for the first 4
months i had no fuckin idea what the hell to do and now it
just suddenly clicked it was very odd and outta nowhere i
could switch chords without my fingers gettin all wierd n
shit...im so proud of myself for that....humm...yea so i
need a boy not some stupid ass either...not someone thats
gonnago hit on your best friend because you dont want to be
with them anymore, not someone thats gonna tell you things
to try and get in your pants. I was so naive and
stupid...blinded by what was really going on...and no one
tried to stop me i think they wanted me to figure it out by
myself...FUCKIN SHIT WHORE BITCH...i need to get out of
this fuckin town it makes me so angry and pretty much
everyone here pisses me off to no end...i seriously just
need to go away and live in like wyoming or something i
dunno anywhere but
here...jkfdfsjdjkfjdskljdfskljfsdkljdfkljsdkfjfkdljdsfkljfds
kldsaflkjklfjsdkl...thats right...hahahaha yea thats what i
thought DUMBASS whoa i was like havin a coversation with
myself...thats funny as hell...man am i funny....i wonder
if i really am funny or if people just laugh because im
stupid...whatever it dont matter to me i dont even care
what people think of me nemore they stare at me or call me
freak when i walk down the hall it really doesnt bother
me...they can all fuck a duck yes thats right i said throw
down (hahahaha special k makes me laugh)...WANNA BE A HIGH
SCHOOL FOOTBALL HERO WITH AN SAT SCORE LESS THAN ZERO WANNA
TRY AND DRINK MY WAY TO JAIL...thats right whoa i need
sleep or something...

MUSIC: A.F.I. ~ High School Football Hero




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