HelloKitty

Life as I know it.
2001-08-27 08:36:57 (UTC)

let the bodies hit the floor

So Saturday I got my hair done, its so nice. I lolighted
it majorly so it now looks like i have just had brown hair
highlighted with chunks of blonde, but oh no, its quite the
opposite. I also got it cut prett short, and its all
cute. People say its nice and I haveto agree...lol/

Then Saturday night i went to this huge party and got
drunk, met a few nice guys aNd one in particulair whowas
just wow...i cant explain it, and he is like average
looking and basically your average guy but he took an
intrest in my life, so maybe thats why, or i think it could
be the fact that he was just so nice and wanted to talk
about nice stuff and wasnt hitting on me...which in the end
is how i end up liking a guy. I hate people who try to
hard, but are nice enough to make an effort. ANyway I have
no idea how he felt towards me or what have you, but since
hes friends with a lot of my friends, I plan on doing some
digging around for info, plus he is a bartender here right
by where i live so i might have to stop in and have a drink
and perhaps throw myself at him...okay not the last part.
Its seriously weird,I have a crush on a guy, and not to
sound conceited but I know I can have if I really tried,
but i never, well hardly ever act on crushes, so who the
fuck really knows? But at same party I didnt leave til
5am...got a walk home from Dr Pepper who was really nice
about it, he lives right by me, walked me a little further
than he had to just to be a nice guy...see there are nice
guys in the world. Too bad im always just friends with
them.


Today i basically chilled all day with friends, i was all
over oakland today just hanging out, its nice, and argh
school starts tomorrow, not for me, but for Pitt. So
tuesday is my first day of classes, im so excited and
nervous I can hardly stand it.

Been talking to Matt again, no dont assume anything, i
think the friends thing might just very well work out. Of
course now i jinxed that and in a week we wont talk.

BUt whatever happens happens for a reason.

Lesson I have learned timeand time again.




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