Sapphire_Moonlight

Rantings of the Insomniac
2002-12-07 21:47:32 (UTC)

The unanswerable question...

Song: Puddle of Mud- She hates me

I so need to write a song he hates me but you know I'll
write that in my goals list. Anyways due to recent events
in my friends' lives (and in a way mine)I have a question
for the mass of males who live on this planet. What is it
you men want?
Men always say hey why is it women can never say what
they mean cause we are not mind readers. Well guess what I
got a news flash women are notmind readers either. I don't
know if you men knew that or not. I know some people say
men just want sex...well after much studying I can honestly
say that is the wrong answer. Yes some men do just want
that but overall that is not it so again...what is it you
men want?

Song: Save Ferris-I want you to want me

Well anyways... must let everyone who cares to read
this the lastest news on C. Well he and I are supposed to
get together before the final next week to study together.
Wohoo for me..that will give me a chance to really talk to
him. However I could have royally screwed my chances
earlier today. Yes because I can't bite my tongue I told C
when he IM'd me that I thought he was attractive and I
wanted to rock his world. There was a long pause and some
stuff said but I think I might have traumatized him. Which
in a way is funny because I don't think he expected me to
be that forward. In a way it's sad though because yet again
I screwed my chance out of possibly getting something
started. Of course he told me he wasn't looking for a
relationship and I said neither was I. However I should
have added the rest of my sentence of " I don't ever look
for relationships cause they happen when and if they want
to looking for them only gets you hooked up with idiots."
However I didn't so now he probally thinks I am some sleaze
which I am not... never have been a slut and never will
be.

Song: Easy E- College girls are easy ( oh man what is that
song doing on my playlist)

I definately don't think I am bringing him here to
study. He would definately think I was wierd cause me and
my roomate have created a man wall in which it has pictures
of hot models and actors on it (plus her list of makeout
partners-she wanted to make sure she remembered thier
names). Plus we have a card board tree decorated with
condoms... I have to say though that was all my roomate's
doing. Geeze the tree looks so wrong.... yeah I think we
should go to the library or his place or something.
I think this other guy from my math class is flirting
with me. Which is cute but I am not really interested but
hey I am always looking for friends. Just like if C and I
don't get anything serious we can still be friends. Well I
think that is all for now.
Oh hey guys if you can answer the question posted
earlier in the entry please reply cause me and a thousand
women would really like to know.
TTYL
Sapphire




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