nyallieb

allie's crazyness
2002-12-07 19:48:49 (UTC)

why is it?

ok so i have been informed that i am a fat bitchy slut.
hmmm ok so i am no slim chicken and at least i have tits
and people like me. and to be a slut wouldn't that requier
me to sleep with other people just for the hell of it or
while i am with someone. hmmm i guess i looked up the wrong
word. so if anyone knows what a slut really is could ya
fill me in......
last night mike and i hung out. as i smoked him with my
sweet ass ride. ya didn't think she handled that smooth did
ya. nothing like your norm v6 hot rod car. and your a
better driver than i thought. doctor fifey. :>) we sure
made some poeple upset and i am not even sure why? to tell
ya the trueth. the weird part about the whle thing is i
just mind my own biz and some people can't. i guess. i just
go with the flow of life and live it up and say or do as i
feel i mean what the hell i am 20 it's not like i will be
able to do what i want for ever. and NO i am not humpping
everythign with a f*ck stick. but for some reason people
have a short vocab and use the same words over and over
maybe it cuz they have no clue about me and how i really
am. my prob is i scare people i have a way of not carring
about a damn thing and that bothers some people to no end.
it's like they can't let things go and live there own life.
i am sorry we made new friends but i mean come on get over
it. any way i am not trying to sit here and talk smack so i
guess i should shut my mouth before more shit goes down.
all i am trying to say is get over it am move on we did.
for some reason i love that song Beuatiful by Christina
Aguilera. this song is just the best it has so much
meaning. and i love it cuz i know i am beuatiful in many
ways it may not be beacuase i am as thin as you or my hair
isn't like yours or what ever you consider beuatiful, to
me this song means i am beuatiful in so many diff. ways
thats words can't bring me down. i just look at things way
diff than most people and find lil things some times better
than the big things that happen in life. people i met day
to day tell me i have a glow. i am just one of those people
who you can run into on your worst day and by the time i am
done talking to you or doing what i am doing you will be
laughing. or at least smiling. i just like to make people
happy and make new friends where ever i go, even if i will
never see that person again. thats why my fav. saying
is "you will either love me or hate me but no matter what
you will never forget me" that has been my saying sense i
was like 8. and so far i am doing a great job :>)
i had a job interview today and i thought it went well
but we will see wish me luck. but for now i am going to
chill out and do who knows what. buy ya can leave me love.




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