laviedujour

Diary RSH
2002-12-07 18:31:03 (UTC)

Back Home Part II

Well, I slept in way too much, since I'm jet laegged, but
I'll be better tomorrow. Called Wayne from Esso I have
training Monday morning.

I'm all unpacked, I have to go up to the bank see how much
money I have left. I still find myself feeling
dissapointed. There's so many little things I didn't want
to come home to, so many things I have to do, and it's just
not school work, but things I went away to get away from,
but I knew that in the end I would just be coming back to
them. there's so many things I have to face that I don't
want to, things that will make look like a fool, and feel
stupid. I really don't want to get into details...I just
hate logic, I hate how it can habve a influence over my
heart, and I don't know which one to belive. But I am
going find help this time for this minor problem.

All in all, despite I didn't see Mika, I good night's sleep
made me realize that I did have a good time, and even if it
wans't worth all the money I paid, I still met people who I
would like to see again, and have memories of seeing Cher.

I though tof other stuff to write about earlier...but I
forget now. Oh well.

Oh dear, I just feel so tired and have nothing to look
forward to, except maybe christmas, I find it hard to
follow my own advice which I have giving people, I can't
see any bright side at the moment. Good God..

Take care




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