Brownshugababe69

Tricey iz me!~!~!~~~
2001-08-27 03:33:51 (UTC)

**~~My nigga richard...~~

Well..Today i spoke to richard once again over the phone.So
of course i was happy 2 hear from him.But we got into a big
fight about me being so mad all the time.(thats what he
told me)But he said he didnt mean it like that.Shit who
knows what he really means anyway right??But i really
understand what hes talking about b/c i have been down alot
(depressed)Like mad crazy!~!~!i told him why be with me if
i have so many problems and if im always mad.He is so sweet
though!!!!He said its b/c he loves me,he is really there
for me.Thats something i have always wanted in a guy i
guess.B/c no one was never really there for me when i need
someone the most to talk to.Richard feel like no one cares
for him and i try to tell him all the time that i do & that
i love him more than anything.Richard is like one out of a
million people that i can relate to and understand.Im so
scared of losing him though...that scares me more than
anything in the world.My life would be upside down without
him.I cant believe that we are engaged...It sounds crazy i
know but he asked me to marry him.So i have to stick to the
answer "yes" when i turn 18.He wants to get married when i
turn 18 on march 15th (my b-day).To tell you the truth this
seems like a big dream to me.It sounds way to good to be
true.And hey!~!~!Maybe it is,But we will find out ourselfs
i guess.But as for me i really see myself with richard in
the future.There are alot of reasons behind that too...If
it wasnt for richard i would be known as the crazy girl
that needs to see a shrink.Its kinda hard to tell my
friends about richard,B/c of the sinmple fact that they
think im prob.crazy.I think my best friend shannon would
understand though.She knows how it feels to meet a guy that
means alot to you and a guy you can talk to.Richard means
the world to me though.But the happiest day of my life
would be march 15th 2004!!!!!




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