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A New Day
2002-12-07 04:00:23 (UTC)

run down

im so overloaded.. i need a break FUCK what the hell is
wrong with me. i can't handle this anymore. im watching
crista and lauren mess up big time and im getting worse, i
think becausei know that i want to get better its just that
im not because i haven't been talking to jenny like i
should be and i went in there today and i didn't fucking
talk to her and im pissed because there is so much that
needs to be said, that i need to say and i couldn't because
somehow i ended up getting ben in there and then crista and
then there was no fucking way that i was going to say
anything with ben there so nope, finally got enough balls
to go back in there and i didn't get to talk. piss me off
or what? anyways im stressing badly and i need to fucking
relax before i do something stupid. but no, i can get
through this i know i can, because im strong enough and i
matter.. hard to say that but that what i keep telling
myself and sometimes for a minute i actually believe it but
right now im not so sure..

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