i_4_ivy

BLAH!
2002-12-07 03:40:42 (UTC)

Dec 06, 2002 (0724p)

i am sick... i haven't feel like this in a long time, and i
am throwing up everything that i ate for like two days now,
fuck that shit... i just noticed something, haha, i cant
post pictures here, blah, that's pretty sad...
something is really bothering me, candice's boyfriend is
hitting on me... yep, matafuka was trying to flirt with me.
like a few nights ago, we (candice, yvonne, raymond,
matafuka, and me) were all over at candice's place having
dinner and just hanging out. after ward we watched a movie,
i was trying to get get comfortable, but matafuka was
laying on the coach. so i want to sit on the floor, but he
got up, intentionally put his foot on where i was sitting
and let me sit on it. i told him to take it away, but he
only wiggle his toes and said, "mmm, comfy..." i was like
wtf... i didn't care, i just sat there till his foot got
numb and he took it back out... then like yesterday, we
were AGAIN, over at candice's watching american pie.
candice and i got a kick out of it when oz said "suck me,
beautiful." then the whole thiiung with jim's dad
explainning how to masturbate, he started asking if i've
ever stroke a you know what. and i said i dont' have one.
he said, "well, have you ever stroke someone else's?" i was
like, fuck i have to get out of there.... i cant believe he
asked those questions... blah, i really wont call that
being "friendly" it's lowering me... shit... dont think i
can tell candice about all these, not that she likes him
too much, but i really dont want to deal with it. guess i
have to stay away from him... asking him to go watch lord
of the rings with me is probably a bad idea too, probably
going to go with katie or by myself....




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