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Emily Holm
2002-12-07 01:30:48 (UTC)

The day before my last concert this semester

Wow, today was really hectic. I thought I would like being
at college, away from my parents and super-protective
teachers...it's not all it's cracked up to be. For all the
people that know me and my friends, this is a realy long
entry. I've got a lot to list and mull over..lol And for
all those people reading this that don't know me, this'll
be really boring for you.

My sister, Beth, is sick. It all started as a simple sinus
problem, then it became a cold. I think I'm starting to get
it. I need my voice for tomorrow, though, since I sing with
the Women's Chorus in the Juletide Concert, twice. I like
the Women's chorus, it's just that we were in rehearsal all
day today, and my throat is so sore right now. And there's
this guy in the Concert Choir that is singing a solo, even
though its short. He's really nice, and I can't tell if he
likes me or not, but I feel like i'm just coming off as
annoying. His name's Damian, and he lives in Barnes, just
across Washington. I really like him, and Ive never really
chased after a boy before...I always let him make the first
move. That didn't always get me boyfriends in high school,
but that's my style. lol I wish I was more attractive, so
that maybe Damian would look my way.

Well, if that doesn't work, I still have Leonard at church,
he's a computer geek like me, but hes pretty good looking
My mom thinks so, too. I still have one more week of
school, and that whole last week is going to be my exams. I
have one on Monday, one on Wednesday, and the last one's on
Friday. I just want to get through this semester. I hate
some of the classes I picked out. I regret that every day.
Wow, I really need a job. I want a truck so bad, our van's
falling apart, literally. I really miss all my friends back
at home, A LOT. I wish I could visit them, and if I had my
own car, I would definitely visit when I could. ~sigh~

ugh, Damian's sooooooooo hot. though, I'm so glad I broke
up with John when I did. He really wrecked my life.
However, not all bad came from that relationship. I'm glad
for that much...I told God, no I promised God, that the
next relationship I had, no matter whom it is with, would
be dedicated to him. I would make it true to my convictions
and beliefs. Speaking of which, I miss Karl and Dore a lot.
Andrea Zech would sympathize with me. And I'm gonna miss
Paul and Diana. Now that they're leaving, everything is so
gonna change. Even though it's not my home church anymore.
Beaverton really isn't my style, and I don't really like
the Mt. Pleasant church. I don't really want to talk about
this right now.

So, now that my fingers hurt and Beth is getting annoyed by
my tapping on the keyboard, I think I've written enough.
See ya whenever I get to type next ttyl

Key thought for Emily tonight: Man, I wish Damian would
start to like me




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