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diary of a private school gril
2002-12-04 18:16:15 (UTC)

tiffie

From: [email protected]

Message:lu lu i will never ever stop oving you
you are my world
and there is no way in hell i am giving you up with out a
fight. if that means losing everyone else.... i would. if
that meant i could be with you for and ever more

....that's what she put in my ffed back when i wrote that
entry about how much i loved her......and if you read her
last 2 entrys she says she still loves me...but im not too
sure after monady...she said she didnt like who i was and
even if she didnt say those exact words she said i was
shallow..and i might be...she said i was conseated..and i
guess i am......she said i was too obsessed with being
pretty...and i know i am......she's been watching me do
things..she doesnt like the way i treat people.....im not
sure how to feel about it but i cried myself to sleep that
night...i guess my mom was right i shouldnt attach myself
to one person and wait till they dont want me
anymore....tiffie i love you with all my heart but i think
we need some time apart....it sounds like when my parents
were telling me they were seperating...well daddy's gonna
move away for a little while..then boom no more
daddy....and they got a divorce.....i dont know i wnet
through tis shit with noah and i dont think i can do it
again...i guess it was comming...but tiffie you have to
understand thats who i am...and you do things i dont like
too but i dont throw them back into your face and it hurts
that you would do that to me.....i think im out of
words....love you all....lindsay




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