Amanda

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2001-08-25 21:26:13 (UTC)

Patrick

Hey all, I know it's been like forever since I last wrote in
this, i've been real busy. The whole episode with Brian is
over. Thank god. It was just summer love I guess. Oh well,
I'll live. School's started. It's going pretty damn awesome.
It's fun as hell. I'm makin new friends. I miss my old ones
but hey, that happens. I also have a new boyfriend, Patrick.
Ok, I know what you're gonna say, oh no not another one. But
this one is special. I swear!!! He's actually my type, he's
so adorable, and he treats me like a princess. I'm so happy
that I have him. We've both been through so much...and we
want like exactly the same thing in our relationship. I want
a serious relationship, a little sexual, but not the whole
thing consumed by it. That's what he wants too. All my
friends adore him, even my brothers approve of him. I'm not
sayin that he's the one, but I love being with him, and I
can tell that we're gonna be together for a long long
time....hopefully! He cares about me, he actually does. It
feels so weird to be cared about after all these nasty
relationships, but it also feels very nice. I'm gonna be
going thru a lot of stuff during my high school years, and I
for one can say that I am VERY glad to be able to go through
them with him. He's probably one of the very few people that
understands me and understand my needs (besides my sister
and my brothers). He knows when I need a hug, and I can
always talk to him. We started our relationship out just as
friends, and then it turned itself into boyfriend and
girlfriend. His parents treat me like i'm one of the
family...it feels so nice to be able to go somewhere and not
have to worry about fighting and yelling, or the slamming of
doors constantely, like there is in my home. Life's still
hard, but it seems just a little easier now that I have him.
Ok, I admit, he's a horny little pervert, but he's MY horny
little pervert. He has respect for me and my body. There's
this song that I hear that reminds me of him...it's Change
by Good Charlotte....listen...


I am lost in the see-thru
I think you lost yourself too
Throughout all of this confusion
I hope I somehow get to you
I practiced all the things i'd say
To tell you how I feel
And when I finally get my chance
It all seems so surreal
Cause from the first time I saw you
I only thought about you
I didn't know you
I wanted to hold onto
The things you'd never say to me
Cause you said

You can't change the way you feel
(I could never do that)
(I could never do that)
But you can't tell me that this ain't real
Cause this is real
(And you would see right through that)
In the end it's all I got
(So i'm gonna hold onto that)
So i'm gonna hold on and on and on

Now you've got me watching your eyes
(Watching just to see)
(Watching just to see)
Got me waiting just to see
(If you'll ever look at me)
If it goes the way it never will
(Will it ever go)
(Will it ever go my way)
Your eyes are watching me
And now you're got me thinking bout
The first time that I met you
Standing in a crowded room
But I can only see you
And I hope my words will get thru
Cause now I can't forget you
I want to tell you
If only I could reach you
And make you feel this way
But you said

You can't change the way you feel
(I could never do that)
(I could never do that)
But you can't tell me that this ain't real
Cause this is real
(And you would see right through that)
In the end it's all I got
(So i'm gonna hold onto that)
So i'm gonna hold on and on and on


That song is like the best song Good Charlotte has ever
made. It's number 13 on the album....go out and buy it! You
won't regret it...

Well, I hafta go eat dinner, so until next time...Hasta!


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